https://www.theguardian.com/football/2020/aug/18/michael-ngoo-there-was-a-lot-going-on-in-my-mind-i-was-depressed?utm_term=020193e4b0e494d41df966a5e89c024e&utm_campaign=TheFiver&utm_source=esp&utm_medium=Email&CMP=fiver_email
Ngooooooo.
There's also a good piece on Lee Hughes in The Athletic, but it's paywalled, so meh.