I prefereed the old owl! haha
In all seriousness mate, i know how much you enjoy doing it, be good for you to take a week or so off (good chance this weekend as we are in Landaon!) give yourself time to let some of the other issues you have playing on your mind take there course, and then see where you are when the dust has settled.
Times like this can be hard mate, but you have a wide community who adore you and are the only reason they come to latics, the suit is just a bit of plastic and foam, but the soul inside it is what makes the person, as we found when Chadwell did a stint at it!
Keep smiling mate