Feelings? Do you know what they are? I don't know you ( and don't want to ) but let me take a guess, u r in your late teens early twenties, live at home being looked after by parent/parents, you will listen to rap music even though you hate it, just because you think its "cool" , you'll also not have an Oldham accent, probably have the fake Jamaican accent, you'll say "man" at the end of every sentence, even if you are speaking to a woman, you wear a hoodie even when its hot.