Its worrying when fans like you, Nik and Prozac etc. Are all starting to lose the enthusiasm for the club.
Sadly I feel the same, been a fan for 15 years regularly witnessed crap in mid-late 90s, yet still enjoyed going and the "buzz" was still there. In recent times i've been missing home games, and not cared about checking the result, nor arsed about not going. Can't put my finger on why. I feel it may have something to do with the constant overhaul of the squad we have each summer. The players have no affinity with the club, it says it all when comments like "you fans take it too seriously" are coming from our very own players. Sums it all up when in the past Danny Boshell and now Matty Wolfenden were/are our longest serving players. Its no wonder we're still stuck in League One.
This season has wound me up more than ever, we started off the season looking like contenders for automatic promotion contenders never mind play offs. Yet as a result of piss poor management, and discipline issues with our players, we have messed up our season up in the most important months. The way we have imploded and slipped out of the play off race has been pathetic and pretty feckin embarassing. But thank god for that early season run as I dread to think where we would be now- that is the only positive I can take from this truely shambolic season.